(yet impossible to give up)

yet impossible to give up 

impossible to say oh that’s it no quality 

and not only now but never


something inside as soon as alive again as soon as undead trying


saying let’s devise a strategy let’s resurrect quality

in reading simple refocus once more on the true the life changing works

this time if only if only maybe at last not the same pain not the same destruction when reading them

in writing a bit more difficult but similar

basically limit quantity one way or another

concentrate etc

(of course if at last reading intensified then 

as if energy retransferable into writing)