(literature just like in life deeply sick relationship)

literature just like in life deeply sick relationship

sicker than with music than with philosophy

maybe sicker hence deeper love?

if only

for of course it doesn’t feel like it for of course it just feels grey tortured and the like

no answer

no path

no life


maybe think if that sick then if healed then as strong as amazing as sick before if only that

if only heal then that strong etc

for obviously other voice other mind thinking well since sick hopeless hence leave

just leave just give up etc