(oh but then that could be something)

oh but then that could be something

(suddenly funny as if something grasped as if something in hand)

since all I can do is this rumination

between abstraction and encagement

maybe then focus on other abstract things

those things I can reach even if undead

even if lifeless prematurely aged 

even if for some obscure reason prisoner

focus on say beauty

focus on tension

focus on ecstasy on soaring

or similar